Thursday, 21 November 2024

The Alchemist - Book Review

The Alchemist

-by Paulo Coelho 




The Physical 
and 
The Philosophical 
Perspectives




The Alchemist is a must-read, a book for a lifetime. A single read is enough to hit a raw nerve deep within the consciousness and shake up the core of one’s very being. It shreds all prejudiced perceptions about Life to bits. It leaves an everlasting impact on the reader with profound insights into human life and the Universe, encompassing everything between and beyond.


The book is at once both worldly and outworldly. While the book narrates the outward journey of the protagonist, with its many ups and downs, there is an underlying current of wisdom which pulls the readers inward, towards their own true selves. The external journey brings excitement, curiosity, thrills, and a euphonium of joy at the end when the protagonist succeeds in his mission. But the internal journey is reversed, it steadily calms the mind as one progresses deep into the tale, making one more open to marvelling at the Magic that is Life itself, so much so that the treasure at the end appears irrelevant.



Both perspectives need separate analysis. The external perspective is the journey of the Hero, which is analysed using Aristotle's Theory of Tragedy. The internal journey requires analytical tools from ancient Oriental wisdom, so the Theory of Nine Rasas, as explained in the Natyashastra and other Scriptures, is used. Taking hold of these two ancient theories helps in exploring and uncovering the depth and various dimensions of the story.


Sunday, 6 October 2024

Not Mere Mounds of Mud

Not Mere Mounds of Mud - What lessons lie buried in Ant Hills :


While the world now, with high rise bridges and skyscrapers, struggles to uphold basic civic order; the humble anthill hides with it lessons for civilizational progress.



Without any scope of an ariel view, how do ants manage to build such architectural designs? It's the work they do underground which matters. The inside of an anthill opens up like a fantasy world, with an astonishing network of interconnected tunnels and chambers. It's not one deep dark hole, but has separate chambers for the Queen Ant, worker ants, food storage, etc. , with channels for air and water circulation, all within a seemingly tiny space. 


Lesson#1 - Space management is not a matter of concern, it's the cornerstone of creation in Nature. These intricacies underneath lead to the outward impressive appearance. Lesson #2 - The devil is the detail. Focus on the details and the overall outcome will be magical. 


Also, compare the size of the ants with the height of their abode. Such (comparatively) gigantic structures are required to withstand the vagaries of Nature. How do these tiny things move about and scale up and down these anthills? A busy schedule brings fitness, which in turn brings swiftness and agility. Being a coach potato is not an option for ants, which ensure that no height or width is enough to them tire out. Lesson #3


And the material to build such huge formations? The mud scooped out to build underground chambers doubles up as material for rising the fort around. 

Lesson #4 - Recycling, Best of Waste are not media trends. They are facts of Nature.


What makes building and maintainece of such structure possible? Hardwork and discipline. A military-like life and routine is what makes these minute creatures capable of building such marvelous colonies. Focused, goal-oriented, tirelessly, fixed mind are not mere word-salds to be heard from Motivational speakers; these qualities are the building blocks of a thriving Life. That's Lesson #5.  




Ever observed the movement of ants? How soldier - esque are their movements! Not one out alignment, no collision, no mad rush. The laws of maintaining such traffic is inbuilt within each ant - it's their own internal instincts which promote such behaviour, rather than forced external fines and punishments. Lesson#6. Nature is calm and smooth-functioning; it's the most-advanced human mind who brings chaos. 


And at the end, how long do these structures last? Not forever, surely. Can they withstand all forms of rains, storms and human interference? The ant hill is too fragile to withstand all of these but what stands strong in all conditions is the Will- Power of the ants. Hail or Wind, Rain or Shine, they march on, undaunted, to build and rebuild their colonies, over and over again, without the least fatigue or slackness. Boredom, despair, lack of motivation are not accountable factors when it's the question of survival, of Life. Lesson #7 .




So, the next time you are about to casually stomp over one of these marvels of Nature, pause for a second and think about all the hardwork and intelligence that they embody. Kneel down and observe the beauty and diligence of its inhabitants. Reflect on these observations, and the Laws and Mysteries of Nature unravel themselves to you.




Tuesday, 10 September 2024

Pati Parameshwar 🌸

 


🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟🌟 

1. 

The one to be my Husband ... 

This is the kind I crave 

Like the Sarva Shreshtha Pati ... 

ShivShankara Mahadev  


2. 

The Adi Purusha who is 

The epitome of Divine Masculine

Far from a coward and effeminate

Not arrogant, narcissist or vain


3. 

Usullied by negativity

As toxic-resistant as Neelakanth

Simple, humble and decent

As benevolent as Bholenath 


4. 

That firmly controlled Adiyogi

Who reduced Cupid to ashes

A Celibate I claim sole rights on 

Pure, Loyal and Monogamous 


5.

The Ardhnarishwar for whom 

Wife is Ardhangini, Better Half 

NOT item, chick or babes

A mere trophy or show-off 


6.

That Lord Shiva

Who without Shakti is Shava 

Two beings of One Soul

Intertwined like Bhavani - Bhava 


7.

The Kailashpati for whom 

Marriage is NOT mere fun & infatuation

with a spoilt Princess 

But it's about Family and Future 

together with Gauri, The Goddess 


8.

That Gyanmurti who 

Doesn't want to just chatter and gossip 

But talks about Life, Death, Earth and Heavens ... And such topics so deep 


9.

The Dakshinamurthy who is

Wise with Awareness complete

Not a petty empty holder of 

Some fancy degrees obsolete 


10.

The Mahayogi for whom 

Over-materialism is dust 

As minimalist as Asutosha 

Self-contentment is a must 


11. 

That Nataraja for whom 

Art itself is Spirituality 

Soulful Art with Cosmic Connect

Inspiring my own creativity 


12. 

The Viargi who abhors 

Normal modern society 

And has his own little world 

Created away from all insanity 


13. 

The Sarvopari Premi in all ways

As enamoured as Kameshwara 

Amorous channeled through Arts

Lasya, Sangeeta, Ananda Tandava 


14. 

Immortalising his Beloved 

He showed the World how 

54 Shakti Peethas he built 

Each with its own Bhairav 


15. 

Such pleasing countenance

Like Kanta Kamalaksha 

Ungroomed yet handsome 

The rugged Sunderesha 


16. 

The Mahesha who fills 

the Void left by my Father 

The Dayaesha who gives me 

the care of my Mother 


17. 

The Sarwesha who is my All

and makes me Whole 

Together for life and beyond 

Like Parvati - Paramesha 


 18.

The Avyagra who provides stability

Rock solid support as Achala

Makes me realise my essence 

And sets me free of dogmas like Hara 


19. 

Rudra and Sadashiva 

The best among men

A gentle gaint balanced

Knowing which to be when 


20. 

Lies low under feet of Angry Kali 

Handling all seasons of Prakruti

Takes pride in wife's success 

Like the messenger for Shivadooti 


21. 

The Shambhu who

Makes me look up and think ... 

Is he really just a human? 

It cannot be ... He's definitely DIVINE ! 


22. 

Compromising on these 

standards ... I will never

My Pati must definitely be ...

quite like PARAMESHWAR


23. 

A Spiritual Love I seek 

One like Uma - Maheshwar

Mutual Respect and Support

A Divine Relationship forever 


24. 

The Cosmic Law says

For every She , there is a He

So there is someone out there

Just for ME ... Just like ME

Sunday, 13 August 2023

An Ode to Dad 🪔

🌟 An Ode to My Dad 🌟


*Dear Dad, with intense love and faith 

Back home, do you I summon 

Come and catch a glimpse of 

Your little girl grown into a woman


*A MasterChef, I'm called 

But all the culinary skill is waste 

What's the use of it , Dear Dad

When even a morsel from my hand, YOU can't taste 


*For functions and grand occasions

Now I wear a saree

But what value holds any compliment

When YOU don't see the look I carry 


*PhD scholar, I am 

Creating a thesis worth a doctoral 

But on many lonly nights, I grapple alone without guidance 

Without OUR deep talks, habitually nocturnal 


*Books, poems, music, photo edits

Art of all kinds I still explore

But whom should I share my ideas with 

Without YOU around, my Creative Side gets less adore



*A smartphone now I have 

With all social networking sites

But I keeping thinking how it would be

To exchange with YOU all the jokes, edits, comments or likes 


*Slightly extroverted am I now

Taking deep interest in each festive celebration

But I feel a gaping void every time 

That YOU aren't around to see my tasteful decoration 


*You are missed a lot, Dear Dad 

So far, yet I feel you near 

With your memories of you, your ideals and principles 

Which I will always hold dear 


*Be it any situation

How much ever troublesome

I just need to remember you

To feel the warmth of your blessings wholesome


 *Any tight spot

When my vision gets blurred

In my mind, it flashes  

Your timely wise word


*Amist the tide of degenerate modernity 

When overwhelmed with scruples

As a guiding light and boundaries

Come handy your principles 


*Dear Dad, with my heart full of your memories, I promise to honour

Everything You had imbibed when I was a bud 

And without even a thought of overstepping the line 

To always uphold the honour of your blood
































Thursday, 6 October 2022

Daughter of Durga

🪔🌺🙏


 *Being a woman as I am 

Is all wrong they say

Listen to me, they teach

What's the right way 


*Tumeric powder for fair skin

Suggests the all-knowing traditional trad

Na, better to use creams and bleach

Advices the snobbish ultra-modern mod 


*Fully dress up and decked - trad says carry your belief on body like a doll inert

Mod dressing is exotic and catching up the latest style expert

Well, don't both deny comfort ?


*Trad says English speaking is bad, especially for a girl

Mod feels mastery over mother tongue to be backward, rural 


*Trad opines that too much of education corrupts females 

Mod expects one to be a know-it-all, memorizing world's all tales 


*Trad favous the family above all

Mod is in favour of friendships standing tall - Both ignore the individual inner CALL  


*Trad life is all full of blind beliefs and superstitions 

Mod life is totally rational, devoid of emotions 


*Trad demands to change lifestyle and tastes according to husband

Mod too demands constant change, but according to latest trend


*Trad overglorifies marriage and motherhood, reducing women to drudgery and reproduction

Mod overglorifies ambitious career, leading to stress and forced masculization


*Trad buries self underneath 

In name of being rooted 

Mod gives wings to fly 

Leaving one fully uprooted


*Trad life’s fulfillment comes 

Living according to Tradition 

The Mod asks are you even alive, Without being up-to-date Modern 


*Both say they advice out of love & care 

To make their crap seem sensible 

They all talk and laugh behind my back

And are Gossip, Bitchy, Judgemental 


*This way or that

Caught between the Deep Sea and Devil

I decided to take cream of both sides 

And filter out the husk of Evil


*A middle path I choose to create 

Away from all mindless scrutiny 

I'm not here to fulfill expectations

I'm born with my own Destiny 


*Can't pick one side of these two 

As they both are wrong 

As I can Remain a Woman 

And also be Strong 


*With flaws and fails and virtues and wins

I am what I AM

Unmindful of incessant chatter 

March to the beat of my own Drum 


*Making annoying assumptions 

Both are two sides of the same coin

Never really fully acknowledge and appreciate 

the vastness and depth of the Feminine 


*Which is why I finally turn towards the Divine 

While fully retaining control of

sane own mind of mine 


*Shielded away from madness, I'm my own Queen secluded in Purdah

Always cared and loved, I'm proud to be,

Daughter of Mother Goddess Durga 🪔🌺🙏

Tuesday, 7 June 2022

ZIRA : One Shot



Prince Kezin let out a deep sigh as he sat on his bed with closed eyes, legs outstretched. There was a terrible pain ransacking his leg, due to a wound caused by an arrow. The pain was unbearable, but it was nothing in comparison to the turmoil ranging in his mind. 


He had imagined this battle to be a wonderful opportunity to fulfil one of his long-cherished childhood dream. But a cruel twist of fate had now dashed all his hopes to the grounds. 


As with any other day, the Prince had called in the medical staff to get treated for the day's injuries. The royal doctor, on close examination of a particular wound on the leg, had declared that the Prince had been hit by the vicious 'Nanjjiu' arrow. 


This meant that a seemingly simple arrow, which had struck the Price, had been tipped with a kind of deadly poison. The poison had already entered the blood of the Prince and would take hardly a day to spread throughout his body and kill him. The only known antidote of this poison was available among the tribal folks, and was almost impossible to procure within a day. The tragedy was so bad that even arrangments for the funeral rites of the Prince had already started. 


The Prince’s mind went numb when he tried to process all the happenings. This particular battle was very crucial, not only for his kingdom but also for himself on a personal front. This was because of the announcement made by the King just before the troops set out. The one to return to the capital with the highest number of severed heads would be awarded with the most prestigious, highly revered ancient sword, ‘The Zira'. 


As with any other royal kid, winning the Sword was the most cherished dream of Prince Kezin, right from his childhood. The Sword had mythical origins, and was said to confer Divine Powers upon its owner. Owning that Sword was a matter of great honour to any royal male. The Sword changed owners at regular intervals of 25 years, and a new owner was often decided on the basis of martial prowess. Every male member of the royal family dreamt of owning that Sword. That particular Sword was as much coveted as the Royal Crown. 


But now, all of his hopes and dreams had evaporated into thin air. He barely had a day to live. What was the way out? Was there even a way? 


Sound of approaching footsteps jerked the Price out of his deep thoughts. He saw his stepbrother, Prince Karvarn standing in front of him. He held a tiny gold jar in one hand and a scroll in another. He had a kind of triumphant smug look on his face which made Prince Kezin suspect some foul play. 


Prince Karvarn had come to the bedside of his dying stepbrother with an offer. He claimed that the tiny jar in his hand contained the antidote which he had managed to procure from tribal folks. The scroll was a declaration, singing which would mean permanent excommunication of Prince Kezin from Royalty, which, in turn, would make him unfit for competing for the Sword. Signing the letter would make him a permanent bonded slave of his stepbrother, but in return, he would get the life-saving antidote. And he didn’t have much time to think; the poison was already acting up. It was a choice between dying as a warrior with an unfulfilled dream, against living as a menial bonded slave for his stepbrother. 


Caught between the Devil and the Deep Sea, Prince Kezin remembered the words of his mentor to always act like a true fierce Royal. A 'true' , 'fierce', 'ruthless' royal. 


"Life brings many opportunities. Death brings none. So, ALWAYS chose Life over death." 


Accordingly, Prince Kezin signed the letter and swallowed the antidote. But the first among the heaps of severed heads he carried back to the capital was that of his own stepbrother. He declared that his brother was a brave martyr who was killed by the enemy, and he had brought back his head in order to commemorate his sacrifice. Prince Karvarn was duly honoured for his sacrifice. His severed head was embalmed and set up to stand as a symbol of bravery and martyrdom. Alongside, in a grand celebration, the bravery and examplary courage of Prince Kezin was extolled and he was awarded 'The Zira'. 


Prince Kezin carried no guilt in his heart. His brother had played a very lowly trick on him, which was unbecoming of a royal. He, on the other hand, had acted as a true royal by upholding the age-old principle of 'eliminating threats at the first chance'. He was a true royal, by values and deeds, and he believed, with all his heart, that he indeed was only one deserving of the Sword.


-----

Friday, 17 September 2021

Iron Man for the Land of Ore

 Hyderabad Karnataka Liberation 



A fictional retelling of the Liberation Movement of Hyderabad-Karnataka area, through the eyes of an enigmatic archetype with mythological connotations.


         1.Submerged  
         2.Resistance
         3.Salvation


Submerged

HE sneaked out of his abode and strolled contemplatively across the far-stretching sacred rocky hills of the Deccan plateau; with a number of majestic ancient temple-towers rising behind and places worth a mention in history lying strewn all around below him. Black wild boars were indigenous to this region and too common a sight, unless one had the insight to realize. But right now, the people right here were quite disturbed to notice it. There was something – a huge thing – happening among the, the visuals of which were just too gory.

HE knew it.

HE had witnessed it all.

Through all the times and ages.

This particular place had always peculiar. An oasis of sorts.

An oasis of hope and prosperity during turbulent times.

An isolated bit of chaos and trauma during otherwise happy times.

One day, it was the homeland of mighty kings and lofty philosophers.

Next day, it was the massacre ground for plundering invaders.

Flowers turned to thorns. Saviours turned to traitors.

It was the same now.

HE was witnessing the land that was once the mighty Vijayanagara under the whimsical fist of the Nizams, whose rule shut out every possible ray of light and hope

While its neighbours were busy basking in their victory and breathing in the fresh winds of freedom and independence, a huge black cloud of gloom and terror loomed over this particular area.

All because of the tyrannical Nizam, Mir Osman Ali Khan, who was one of the most powerful people of that era, wanted his own rule to continue in the region. He was not only extremely powerful but had also accumulated enormous wealth, which drew attention from not only all the corners of India, but also the world (Time Magazine). He was considered to be one amongst the wealthiest people of those times. His affluence was the reason behind his insolence.

The Nizam stubbornly refused to hand over the reins to the newly formed Indian government. On the very day (15 August 1947) that the country declared itself Independent, the Nizam had openly declared his state of Hyderabad as an independent territory, in spite of repeated requests from the national leaders of that time.

Worse still, he threatened to take advantage of the horrific Partition and make his territory a part of the newly formed nation. He had been granted a year’s time to make a final decision. Taking advantage of this, the Nizam involved in secret alliance with his ideological homeland and supplied funds for its upcoming war with India, with the idea of merging his territory with it.

The natives ran the risk of being totally alienated from their neighbours.

They would be moored on an island amongst a union of states.

They would be said to be citizens of another country.

The freedom of the neighbours had in fact, doubled the troubles of the people here. The fight that the people might put up was feared by the rulers. So, the citizens were now being treated as criminals in their own homeland. Their own home was now worse than a torture prison.

And the basis of all of this mayhem was the army of Razkars.

Razkars were common citizens, who were turned into militants by ideological impact. They were people for who their ideology was higher and dearer than anything else in the world. They feared on one, not even the Nizam. The Nizam, in fact, was a puppet ruler in their hands. They bowed only to their One True God. They were ideological extremists, who were prepared to go to any extremes and followed their holy scriptures right to the last word.

This self-formed army unleashed a regime of terror in the region. Every kind of torture imaginable was inflicted by them upon the citizens – be it dacoit, plunder, murder, kidnapping and sexual abuse of women. The very mention of this extremist organisation induced tremors in the hearts of the masses. The army, though made up of amateurs, proved to be a tough nut to crack.

Resistance

HE was the witness for one more layer of history was being encrusted onto the already deep and myriad history of this place.

The wheel of time rotates. History repeats.

Same plundering. Same murders. Same threatening.

Same fleeing. Same fighting. Same resistance.

The strain of oppression and fear of alienation forced the people to revolt.

Some turn to flight mode. They fled from their places, leaving behind their ancestral lands and mansions.

The brave-hearts chose to stay back and fight. Simpleton villagers had to turn into hardened warriors overnight, in order to fight and defend their village.

Flee or die.

Cower and bow down to the undue demands of the power-wielders to earn the basic right to exist.

He also knew about the multifaceted revolt of the residents.

What started out as a petty peasant revolt had now blown out of proportion into a full-fledged civil war. The Nizam and his close ones owned about 40% of the total land in their region. Forceful bonded labour system was followed there, wherein landless people were forced to work for bare minimum maintained in the fields of their masters. Slavery too wasn’t uncommon. Heavy taxes were leaved on those who did own property. This naturally led the poorer sections of the society to protest against the brutal feudal system.

Patriotism was now a sin. Anyone found praising the idea of a united country was punished for indolence. Love towards the mother land was deemed as treachery against the ruler. Vande Matarm continued to be a cry of revolt and revolution, for long even after the British had left. The Vande Mataram movement continued here, as a cry of the people to be recognised as citizens of the newly formed nation.

The bifurcation of the nation had deeply scarred the psyche of the people. It had, in a way, dissected the very soul of India. People who had come together as one in their fight against the British had now again been divided on communal lines. And hence, not belonging to the same community as the ruler of the land was a crime, for which the only penance was to perish.

The giant black wild boar stood stoically upon the far-stretching sacred rocky hills of the Deccan plateau; with a number of majestic ancient temple-towers rising behind him and places worth a mention in history lying strewn all around below him. The places lying below were in the process of creating history, as revolt was rising in every tiny village of the region. Some of the places even created a permanent place for themselves in history by displaying exemplary resilience and bravery under the harrowingly tyrannical times.

The village of Gorta in Basavakalyana, Karnataka would go on to be known as the Jallianwala Bagh of the South. People would sing folk songs (Bhulai Pada) and install stone plaques to commemorate the bravery and sacrifice of their townsmen of yore, who were butchered mercilessly by the razkars.

Malli village in Jewargi taluk of Kalburgi district, Karnataka would be remembered as the village of patriots, who had dared to hoist the Indian National Flag right under the nose of the Nizam’s rule and face vicious persecution and massacre for it.

The Bairanpalli village of Telangana would earn the epithet of Veera Bairanpalli, in honour of its brave residents who fought the brutal razkars tooth and nail. Not only men, but even women – who were dishonoured by the razkars, put up a brave face and fought back.

The festival of Battukamma was tainted with the traumatic events of this period. The beautiful festival involved merry dancing by women of all ages, together in honour of the Mother Goddess. The tradition was unique to Andhra Pradesh, it was the pride of the local culture. But the razkars had ensured that this glorious bit of tradition was forever stained with the muck of shame in the psyche of the people. The razkars forced the women to do the same dance, but in a naked manner, as a sign of making them dancing to their tunes. This one particular tradition would henceforth be remembered in relation to the atrocities of the razkars.

Many more villages would hold the memories of the camps built in there. There were hundreds of such camps along the borderline of the Nizam region, which acted as refugee camps for the terrorized people and also as a site for assembling martial forces. A number of such camps were set up, the most important one being set in Mudagire, Bellary, Solapur, Bijapur, Dharwad, etc. – These camps were protection and military bases for the common masses who were organizing themselves and joining hands to fight back their oppression.

Guerrilla warfare was the go-to form of warfare. People made use of their crop fields as a suitable hideout to launch attacks on the advancing army of the razkars. Old desolated forts and temples also came in handy. The common masses, armed with rustic equipment and loads of courage, did everything within their power to fight back their captors.

The bear was aware of the various sources which had poured in help Organizations like the Arya Samaj and the Hindu Mahasabha had extended their helping hands to the courageous folks who were holding fort against the Nizam. A number of leaders had sprouted up, in various fronts, to lead the masses to organized agitation. The spirit to fight had risen from within.

Knowledge was the need of the hour for the uneducated masses. The Library Movement came up to cater to this need. The movement not only opened up libraries but also launched up the concept of mobile library. Books were placed alongside food and beverages in roadside eateries. Passing on knowledge in local, comprehensible language was of utmost importance. The educated people themselves rose to the occasion and created the Library Movement, for the people, by the people.

Vande Mataram was still the war-cry of the resolute masses. Singing it got students debarred from the Osmainan University. This turned the movement gain even more momentum. Vande Mataram was something which irked the Nizam Government to no end. Ramachandra Rao, who led the struggle in this direction, was to be remembered as Vande Mataram Ramachandra Rao.

Swami Ramananda Teertha of Arya Samaj was on the forefront of this fight. He was an educator and a fighter. He was the prime figure who spearheaded the liberation movement of Hyderabad, using non-violent satyagraha movements as his primary defensive measure against the violent razkars.

Then, there was Hardikar Manjappa, who was known as the Gandhi of Karnataka, led the struggle by uniting Hindus irrespective of castes and popularising khadi as a symbol of revolt.

Even tribals weren’t left behind. The Gond tribe took an active part and liberated 12 villages from the clutches of the Nizam’s feudalism. Their leader, Komaram Bhim Gaaru was the mastermind behind the guerrilla warfare and self-sustenance during the fight.

Salvation

HE observed that, just like the land which held tons of iron, but in the form of ore; the people of the land were brave, no doubt, but they were still amateur and inorganized, which forced them to remain in defence mode.

There was the need of offensive attack, of attacking the very roots and overthrowing the Nizam rule once for all.

Then it happened!

HE had observed that the past 5 days of the struggle have been different. There was a change, a drastic change and the entire atmosphere of the struggle had changed overnight.

Operation Polo – it was called. The operation was a direct police action against the razkars.

There was a man leading them.

He was the man who had addressed the Nizam rule as cancer.

The one leader who dared to brush aside defensive and deferential tactics and launched a straightforward attack at the razkars.

Who was he?

The land of iron ores demanded nerve of pure iron.

And that exactly what he was!

The land of iron ores was saved by the Iron Man of India.

The Iron Man of India … Sardar Vallabhai Patel. The first … Minister of Independent India.

The date was 17 September 1948.

It was the day when ‘a cancerous tumour in the belly of India’ was removed.

The day when the mighty Nizam of Hyderabad bowed down his head in surrender.

The day when the Hyderabad State breathed freely.

The day when its citizens experienced the taste of freedom for the first time.

Operation Polo succeeded in overpowering the razkar army.

The aristocrats of Hyderabad fled.

The Nizam surrendered to the Nation.

Hyderabad was now officially a part of the Indian State.

Rising his snort high into the air, the giant boar let out an echoing triumphant roar, which revibrated throughout the rocky hills. Motherland was safe again. The demons had been slayed and the masses drowning in misery had been uplifted. Varaha then disappeared back into the sacred hills, heading towards the ringing bells of his temple.


Streams of blood had flowed. Lives lost.
Families displaced.

The pathos of the region remains.

The suffering and sacrifices would remain entrenched in the minds of the people.

But this was neither the first time, nor the last time.

Every time it happened; a leader rose.
Every time it happens; a leader needs to rise.


Thursday, 28 January 2021

The Crystal Ball 🔮

 ** The Crystal Ball **




🌒

When I'm clouded 

By confusion, fear or Doubt

I turn to the Divine Crystal Ball

To reveal the answers sought 


🌓

Crowned with Holy heavenly halo

Glows with soft celestial grace

Its mere sight evokes introspection

Into its mythical depths I gaze 


🌔

Fogggy obscured sometimes

For it to clear do I patiently wait

And mirroring our earthly lives

Goes through phrases like our Fate 


🌕

Formations visible on it

Activates my inner clairvoyant

Mind quientens up to decipher

The upcoming worries and enjoyment 


🌖

Sometimes a silent whisper

Sometimes a intutive thought

The way differs everytime

But the message is right brought 


🌗

It lies high up there ...

The sacred otherworld sphere

The doorway to higher realms

Allures me to fly away from here 


🌘

It lights up The Dark

The silent black Night

Illuminates All Mysteries

All psychic powers ignite 


🌙🌊

Magnatising charm it holds

It rises powerful waves

It alchemises everything

Putting light into the deepest caves


🎑

The intoxicating immortal

The Oracle, Primeval Rune

The core of all Mystical

It's mundanely called the Moon

Monday, 14 September 2020

"Untouchable"


UNTOUCHABLE 🌸



🌼🌼🌼

The side door swings back and forth
As in and out they run
A mischievous lot, they were
My maid's little children

Grandma frowned at them
Run round, they dare?
Outcaste and impure
Untouchables, they are

Grandpa smiled and said
Right you are indeed!
Untouchable they are
From vanity, pride, greed

Untouchable to sorrow
Nothing ever soils their joy
Untouchable to any worry
Smile fades not from their eye

They mind not of the world around
Untouchable to ideals so high
Their hearts are filled with love alone
Innocence they personify

Untouchable were their souls
For the insults and abuse hurled
Untouchables they indeed were
For the harshness of the world

Untouchable for the ways of the world
With joy and love they shine
Untouchable for the evils of mankind
They embody a spark of the Divine

They play and laugh gleefully
Standing by the threshold
Untouchable for the reality outside
So bitter, cruel and cold

They peek outside curiously
May this threshold they not cross
Innocence, laughter, smiles and joys
All are an irreversible loss

Moist eyed smiling nodded granny
Ceased being a tryanny
Through their play, frolice and fun
A valuable lesson I did learn

Play and run around as they wish
May their smile always sparkle
Unsullied by any malicious bias
May their eyes always twinkle

All the prejudices, vile and awful
May the world spoil them never
From the dirty murky mankind
Let they remain untouchables forever

🌼🌼🌼

Sunday, 31 May 2020

Somewhere around the BORDER



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Alpha and Luna sat in silence over the hilltop, in deep contemplation. There was something – a huge thing – happening among the humans living around them, the visuals of which had deeply disturbed them. It was all just too gory and bloodstained. That human beings would turn so very bloodthirsty,
that go against their own species, was a mind-blogging thought for the parents of the wolf pack.

Soon, a group of five cubs surrounded their parents. They too had seen the gruesome sights of the happenings around, and it had piqued their interest. Their parents had forbidden them from investigating the matter on their own, so it was now on the shoulders of the parents to quench the curiosity of their young naïve cubs.

Alpha snapped out from his contemplation when he noticed all the inquisitive eyes around him. He looked at Luna, who gave him a short nod. Signaling his kids to come closer to him, he begins his narration.

“It’s a case of marking territories. Just like us, human beings too mark territories and don’t like any trespassers.”

“Wow! Humans seem to be as territorial as animals.” exclaimed Vinexa, the second among the siblings.

Alpha nodded “They indeed are. The concept of territory is deeply ingrained in their brains, just like for us. Migration within territory happens, but in case of other territories, only visiting is usually allowed. They are very possessive over their territories.”

“Such possessiveness about territory is encouraged, just like among us. They call it patriotism.” added Luna.

“But how do they mark territories? I haven’t seen any human releasing their scent. Nor are there any natural territory boundaries here, like a river or a mountain.” observed Wang, the eldest sibling.

“No, they don’t use natural markers as boundaries. They make their own boundaries. They create drawings of landscapes and mark boundaries on that. Such drawings are called maps.” Alpha explained.

“They mark boundaries on drawings! That sounds so artificial.” squeaked the youngest one, Koko.

“They are indeed artificial. But when have these humans ever done anything natural?” sneered Luna.

All of the pack jeeringly approved.

“Yes” said Alpha. “These humans are heavily inclined towards everything that is unnatural and artificial. Look at this particular case. We divide territories on the basis of natural divisions like genetics and bloodline, but these humans here are diving it on the basis on the basis of religion, which is again a man-made construct.”

“Religion?” enquired Lomb, the third sibling.

“Well, it’s what the humans call their ritualistic practice of trying to connect to their Primordial Sense.” Alpha clarified.

“These humans have gone too far from Nature. They are too much dependent on their mind, which has led to them being cut off from their own hearts and gut. They can no longer hear the Higher Call. One clear example is the way they die en-masses when any disaster strikes. They can’t sense it
beforehand, even with all the brainy stuff they use. They can’t escape like us in advance. This shows how lost and far they are from the Primordial Sense. That’s why they have developed religions – with
exaggerated, over - elaborate practices to help them connect back to their instincts which they call the “Inner Truth”. Luna elaborated.

“And there are a number of religions among the humans. Each differs from the other in its practices. These differences often cause conflicts among humans.” sighed the wise old Alpha. “Same is the case here. They have marked boundaries on the basis of religion and people are rushing about to be on the
correct side of the border, based on their religion. This is the cause of all the mayhem we are presently witnessing.”

All the cubs let of sighs of relief, with “hmm” and “ooh” sounds – indicating that their curiosity was finally satisfied. 

Suddenly, the thoughtful Shwna spoke up. “It means that these humans are killing each other only due to their difference in the way they connect to the Primordial Sense? How ironic and idiotic!”

Alpha gave a wry smile. “Yes. It is indeed ironic. Killing without reason (food/defense) shows lack of empathy and compassion, which just shows how far these humans are from the Higher Sense. Killing for seeking to connect with the Higher Sense in a different way … that’s something which is really silly and absurd.” 

“And then, these people have the audacity to boast of being the most advanced among all creatures! They think of civilization as being as far from Nature as possible. They are disconnected from the Primordial Sense itself and depend on pretentious rituals to connect back. Also, they make big claims about all the brainy stuff they use. But one should look at them when a calamity strikes! They suffer horribly, despite all the luxuries and comforts they allegedly have.” Luna ended her rant with a deep breath. 

Wang took after his mother’s rant with one of his own. “Worst of all, they think that equalizing them to animals is an insult. Rather, equalizing yourself to us is an insult to US! Please stop it! We may be cruel, beastly, cunning, uncivilized, barbaric – whatever you think of us to be. Our brains may be not as developed as yours. But we are way better off. We live in the lap of Nature. And we are connected to the Primordial Sense. We rely on our gut instincts for survival, which has always proven to be far more efficient than your brainy stuff. You kill your own species on trivial matters … your species itself seems to be a nuisance for Nature.” 

All of the pack smirked in agreement.

They then turned towards the setting sun to take note of the time, so as to continue with the day’s duties. 

Being a TRUE Woman

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I’m an introvert in an extrovert world.

I’m a feeler in a world of thinkers.

I strive to be authentic in a world of fakers. 

And worst of all, I’m a woman in a (supposedly) man’s world.

🌑🌒🌓🌔🌕🌗🌗🌘🌑

“One gets birth of a woman due to past life sins” – declares the Hindu scriptures. This seems to just be a casual rant of a misogynist who later gained fame as a philosopher (as it often happens in patriarchal societies). But the Indian (especially Hindu) society makes sure that these words come true. Society makes sure that women feel cursed for just being born as women – by burdening them with roles, duties, expectations, judgements, traditions, etc. 

… ... ... 

Religion is said to be a path to self-realization. It’s supposed to make people shun away the
distractions of the world and make them turn inward, towards the Inner Truth and Authenticity. 

But in reality, religion was hardly any of this - it encouraged mindless superstitions, endless rites and rituals and other such rubbish. It felt hallow, with no substance – it was very shallow with no depth or meaning.

But I am a “modern”, “educated” woman, right? Why should I bother about religion?

Well, to be honest, being educated just makes it worse. 

I can no longer remain blissfully ignorant and turn a blind eye towards all the blood boiling injustice meted out by religion. 
I can no longer buy into the bunkum that all the restrictions are beneficial for women and does good to them. 

Also, the so-called “modern”, “educated” society was in no way better than the “orthodox” “traditional” society. It was just as fake and superficial. It was quite pretentious in nature, with people who boasted to be broad-minded but in reality, were cold-hearted.

Both the societies are equally misogynist – just that one is open about it and the other more subtle.

Both have expectations about women – both expect women to uphold certain standards – both judge women for not being good “enough" ... 

Enough !!! 

I have had ENOUGH !

I just wanted to leap out of all this mess.

*Neither religion nor education gave answers to my haunting questions about life. 
*Neither of them fulfilled me nor did they give me any form of peace or solace in
life. 
*I wanted to break free from this restricted life – shackled by religion on one hand and modernity on the other. 
* I wanted to live on my own - find my own purpose of life and live authentically, all on
my own, without the need to be pretentious and fake.

A woman leading her own life, leaving behind her family, was traditionally unheard of. Indeed, the very idea was scandalous. A woman was ALWAYS supposed to adjust and compromise with her husband’s family, in spite of facing grave problems. 

And here, I didn’t even have any such problem. I wasn’t harassed by my husband or in-laws, so according to the standards of the society, me thinking of leaving my family behind was just an outburst of frustration caused by routine life. “Don’t worry, it will gradually fade. Just worship this particular deity every day. Recite this stotram, you will get peace of mind.” – This was their standard reply.

And then there were some gossip-mongers, who slung mud on my character, saying that I was planning to elope with some other guy.

HUH!

A guy who does the very same thing (of leaving behind family) becomes a saint, a Guru. But a woman who even thinks of it becomes a whore!

Religion had heavily restricted the whole concept of attending the Ultimate Truth only to men. Women were immersed in the darkness of superstitions and weren’t allowed to seek the Truth, perhaps due to the fear that they would cease to be slaves if they did! 

And what to say of the modern society? It was certainly not free of gossipers and mud-slingers. But unlike the orthodox society, it didn’t object to women leaving behind their families, as long as they became corporate wage slaves and immersed themselves in the mire of materialism. Finding the Ultimate Truth, in their context, often translated to finding a job which one enjoyed. I didn’t want that; I didn’t want to erode my energy trying to fend for myself – so the modern society didn’t approve of me. 

Also, the “modern” society only liked to side with women who were “victims” – widows, domestic violence sufferers, abandoned women, etc. I was neither of these – and was therefore considered to be unsuitable for their support and charity. The “modern’ society only liked to pity women and sympathize with them – it didn’t actually seem interested in any form of solidarity or empowerment. 

My idea of leaving behind my family, when I had no problems within sight, was always met with ridicule. “See a physiatrist, dear. You need counselling.” was the oft-repeated advice I received from the modern, educated society. 

Hounded thus by people of both sides, I one day took the bold step and escaped into the forest. 

I saw the old haunted mansion there. As I neared it, an old lady came out and looked deep into my eyes. 

There, in her eyes, laid all my answers … 👀👭🔥🔴

Saturday, 30 May 2020

When WOMEN connect ...

Characters : Virmati (Difficult Daughters), Rosie (The Guide by R.K. Narayan), Priyanka, Esha, Radhika (One Night at a Call Centre by Chetan Bhagat) 




Virmati’s eyes turned all around the café as she sat sipping coffee. She was waiting for her friends - four of them - who were her soul sisters. Though Virmati had tons of friends in her personal and professional circle, the bond she shared with these four women was unique – it was more soulful. It was not just blood-bound or professional. It was more of matching wavelengths - born out of shared ideologies and experiences.

All of them (including Virmati) were “modern, educated” Indian women, who were independent and opiniated. This was something which was totally radical in Indian society, and had therefore alienated these women from the rest of the society (including their own families). Besides ideology, bitter experiences due to patriarchy was another thing which these women shared in common. The lives (both personal and professional) of each of these women had been hounded by patriarchy. While this was a common thing for almost all Indian women, what set these five women apart was that they chose to rise above it and took their own lives into their own hands and decided to work out their own destinies.

Rosie, who happened to be one of Virmati’s oldest friend, was not even an Indian. She was the wife of a British archeologist, Marco. Her “educated” British husband had bound her up in unseen chains; he had forbidden her from following her passion of dance. However, she later found an ally in Raju, who helped her pursue her passion. But this very ‘ally’ turned out to be a nuisance later on, when he wanted to make as much money as possible from her dance performances. He even started to assume that he had control over Rosie, as he had given her a second chance at life. Thankfully, Rosie had ditched him and was now leading an independent life.

“Poor Rosie, she just jumped from the Devil to the Deep Sea.” mused Virmati. She would relate a lot to Rosie, as she herself had been foolish enough to fall in love with a (already married) man, believing that he would help her follow her dreams.

“Depending on any man to fulfill our dreams is never a good idea, no matter how-much-ever friendly he seems. It’s always best for women to be self-reliant.”

Virmati had decided to impart this very piece of wisdom to her three young friends: Priyanka, Esha and Radhika. All three of them were quite young and it was only natural for them to seek male partners. Two of them – Priyanka and Esha were already dating, while Radhika was a recent divorcee.

All the three girls were quite smart and determined. They also had significant dreams – which Virmati feared would go haywire if they fell in ‘love’ and started to depend on their man to “support” them.

The three of them were former colleagues at a call center. A strange call one night had changed their destinies forever, when they decided to face the battles of their life upfront and live out their own dreams. Each had already been disowned by their families – but they lived together and supported each other, giving strength and encouragement. Their sense of solidarity and sisterhood had impressed Virmati a lot, and she had taken the three into her guardianship – becoming their matriarch.

Priyanka had been a victim of her mother’s internalized misogyny, just like Virmati. She had to constantly put up with her mother’s double standards at home and had to even fight off a forced arranged marriage, which she had been coerced to agree to by her manipulative mother. Priyanka had discovered that her would-be husband was a spineless momma’s boy, who had lied to her and was trying to trap her by flaunting his wealth and riches. Her mother had continued her scheming drama and had faked three heart attack when Priyanka called off the alliance, but Priyanka stayed strong and didn’t bow down to her mother. This had made Priyanka’s relations with her family turn sour. Virmati would easily relate to her; Priyanka was as much a ‘difficult daughter’ as she herself had been. Priyanka had now quit working and had gone back to study B.Ed. (with her own money), as she dreamt of opening a nursery playschool. She had also gone back to dating her ex-boyfriend Shyam. He was her colleague and the two of them had dated for several years, until Priyanka’s nosy mother caused disturbances in their relationships, ultimately leading to their breakup. The two of them had now prioritized their career and were working hard to build up a stable career before entering into a stable relationship (marriage).

Esha had the worst experiences of all in the group. She had modelling aspirations, which had led to her being sexually harassed. She had once “sinned” i.e., had agreed to be used as a sex-object by a creepy old man who promised her modelling chances. That had caused her a lot of guilt, shame and trauma. She was now slowly recovering, helped by her friends (her family had already disowned her because of her modelling dreams). She was working for an NGO and was also dating Varun, her colleague from the call center. He was the same guy who had abused and called her names for her "sin”. He had, of course, apologized, but Esha’s choice of dating him was not something Virmati approved of. Virmati also hoped that Esha doesn’t give up on her modelling aspirations due to fear of societal judgment and the sexist setup of the field - but would continue to pursue her passion, fighting every hurdle that came her way.

Radhika’s story was that of a typical modern Indian girl. Fell in love in college - got married against parents’ wish - became a slave – harassed by husband and in laws – blinded in love - discovers she is being cheated upon - divorce. She was now depressed, with her confidence and self-esteem shattered. Realizing that her “love” held little value in the eyes of her man was itself a huge blow for her. And her parents were rubbing salt to her wounds, by repeatedly pointing out her “mistake” of not obeying them. She had no other source of emotional comfort now, except her friends. Her husband had made several attempts to cajole her (as he wanted a maid for his family), but Radhika had toughened herself up and didn’t heed his pleas. Her friends were helping her in healing her wounds, even as she continued to work at the call center to financially support herself. 

Virmati let out a deep breath as she sat pondering over the lives of her friends. She took a sip of her hot coffee, as she sat waiting for her friends.

Monday, 16 March 2020

A Letter to Dad ...



Dear Dad,

Haaaaiiiii

*hugs*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!

*tight hugs*

*sniffs*


I think I need not tell you about how I'm doing …

After all …
 It's all your guidance and blessings …


But Papa …
I have no words to express how much I miss you …

Your words …
Encouragement …
Appreciation …
Guidance …
JUST YOUR PRESENCE !!!


I was numb with shock and traumatized for a long time after your abrupt departure …
But I have now managed to bounce back …


I am happy and proud to tell you that all the seeds you had sown are bearing fruit, Papa.

I feel like I'm finally being true to myself and becoming the best version of myself …
Just like you had always wanted to see me …

I have learnt to talk, communicate, socialize, be independent (to an extent) , take decisions, etc …


Papa, I remember how you had subtly adviced me to take up Arts and Literature as my field of study … back when I was in Class 10 and was overenthusiastic about taking Science ...
Your advice made sense … though I realised it a bit too late …


Papa … I'm now doing my Masters …
And let me tell you how much I miss you …
Even now … the void left behind by your departure has not healed one bit …
It's still the same as it was around 6/7 years ago …


I miss you when I write an assignment …
I miss you whene I do a presentation …
No amount of marks or compliments can equal your approval and appreciation …
I remember … how I used to do a mock Presentation at home in front of you when I was in school …


All my write - ups , poems …
I feel it's waste to write anything now …
When you are no longer around to read and review …
I remember … your  detailed talks and constructive criticism …

All appreciation and accomplishments amount to nothing due to your absence ...

All my milestones and success in life lack luster ... As you are no longer around to celebrate them ...

.

.

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Ok Papa …
I don't have the heart or energy to put down all my feelings into words anymore …

I will stop here …

Hope you are happy and proud at my progress and  transformation …


Always wanting and waiting for your guidance and blessings …


Love you ,

Your Munna